What's wrong? Why did I say that? What are they thinking?
OMG!!! This is ME!! I am the overthinker. I hated to admit it. I am that person that will drive themselves crazy with the many alone hours stuck in their head. I know I'm not alone. I know it's not just me. I know there have to be other people out here that are the same way, Get out of your head, Kissha!!
A few years ago, I got into the belief of energies, stars, astrology.... the spiritual realm. If you haven't read up on how the universe affects our bodies, thoughts, etc, you need to get on board. Man, it's crazy real. Anyways, I started sensing energies in people and I think that's what set all this off. My thinking.
I walk into a room. I want to be there. It's a vibe. I am enjoying every minute of my surroundings. The energy is amazing. And then something changes, I start feeling a way. Weird. The energy is now off. Who walked in the room? What thoughts shifted among people? It's crazy but it's real. You no longer want to be there. You have to go. You start to question things.
Now, I'm alone. I am trying to figure out WTF just happened. Did I say something? Did I miss something? What has been said? Am i the problem? WHY AM I EVEN THINKING ABOUT ALL THIS? It's wasting so much energy just putting all this into my thoughts. But how do I get it out of my head?!?!
That's why I started blogging. I have to get it all out of my head. I have to stop reacting to my thoughts in negative ways. I have to get it out of my head. Write it down. Talk it out to yourself. Who's judging? Do whatever you need to do, so that you don't drown in those thoughts. We control ALL OUR ENERGY!! We are in control of our days. We are in control of the outcome. Use your energies and #GOWITHTHEFLOW. Don't let overthinking kill you. In the end, was it even worth it? You were probably overthinking the whole situation to begin with.